Is it healthy to be watching a lot of as a virgin?

I never had before, because I still think I will wait until i'm married so I can experience the real thing with my true love and not a one night stand. I also want my true love and I to be committed so that incase I do get pregnant he will be there to support me. However, with a couple past boyfriends I have gotten fingered, made out excessively, given s, and been touched completely naked (that was only by one boyfriend, my last one) I have been a hair away from having - orally and through . I wouldn't consider any of my boyfriends serious. In fact, I didn't like them that much, but I wanted to use them for practice and because I liked them, but never loved any of them. I haven't fooled around with a guy intensely since January because I've moved away for college. I have however made out with two guys and a girl that January and February in the city I live in now. I now have to watch everyday, and only the rough . WHAT IS MY PROBLEM? Should I just get into a committed relationship and have so this behavior will stop. Please help me out... I know this case might sound shocking to some, but I know there are smart people out there with great advice so PLEASE help.